December 2011
night.
can’t believe i cut tonight. i’m even uncomfortable with that word. c-u-t. it’s been months since ive done it. mom returns, i go digging for my sharp objects. thanks mom.
imperfectlydani asked: Smile, pretty lady. I know you're dealing with a hell of a lot but i'm always here to listen if you every feel like talking. you'll overcome this all, i know you will. Everything you're dealing with is making you an even stronger and more beautiful person than you already are. Like I said, I'm always here to listen if you ever want to talk, you may not feel up to it at...
wishingg there was an end to my madness.
loveallways-always asked: i just spent about 20 minutes scrolling through your blog and couldn't help but start crying. i am absolutely heartbroken that someone could possibly be living so hurt, so broken. if you ever need anything at all, i will ALWAYS be here to talk to you. i know i don't know you, but i feel like i can relate to you in some ways. please don't ever hesitate to talk to me. stay strong. you...
ehhh, hate being annoyed.
loyalrocker asked: You're welcome, you always have my support since no one deserves to go through this especially if they can't take full control of it. I want it to stop too.
mono-b asked: i wont fuck u over babe, if u feel like talking i'm always here for yaa
mono-b asked: i know you dont know me, but i just wanna let you know if you ever need anyone to talk to , anyone to vent to, just private message. i'd love to be here for u doll :/
sigh*
so so so done.
loyalrocker asked: I personally wish I could help you and help fix the shit you go through. I don't like seeing you go through this and being upset. I really do hope everything will resolve soon, if not I know that you can always get away when you are able to do it (meaning able to move out)
brr0ke asked: i know what you meen when you say your cutting can control, it's reachering people don't seem to understand when i tell them i can't stop because it controls me I don't "show it" like the other people do i guess my blogs seems like a happy persons blog,i blog like a normal teenager but really it's like i have to keep pretending i'm ok as if the day i wont be...
recif-de-corali asked: I am so, so sorry your mother torments you like this. I am praying for you, love. My father was an abuser too and when he got high and drank it was even worse. What are some things you do to escape the abuse? Have you ever considered going to church? I hope you don't think I'm trying to sell you something, but it is what gave me hope when I was in your situation. Karma's a bit**...
really shouldn’t be drinking again. i do stupid things. but fuck it. :)
be reading your worldly newspapers. might see me...
great article i bet.
i’m sorry, i’m so fucked up, talking outside of my head. cause i’m fucking terrified. okay ?
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she's killing me, and he doesn't notice it.
dad wake the fuck up!
